It’s a new year, time to make new resolutions… yeah, no. I tend not to make resolutions. Nothing makes me not want to do something more than when I feel like I “have” to. I don’t know that I have ever made and kept resolutions. The fact that I can’t remember says enough, I think. Goals are a little different. Those to me seem more like a suggested “to do” list. (as opposed the resolutions “must do”) And even then, I tend to make mine silly and over the top—like say to make enough money writing to have a cabana boy. Do I think I’ll ever get one, eh, probably not. Do I want one, eh seems like another make to deal with, but it shall stay on my goals list for a long while I’m sure.
Plus… to my thinking, you can’t tweak resolutions. They are what they are, and you either accomplish them or you don’t. If you have to alter or tweak it, then you’ve already not accomplished it and then where will you be… Goals, as the “to do” list can be tweak and twisted. Altered and flexible to go with what’s what (yeah, I know, I am WAY over-thinking the whole thing, but that’s just the way my piddly brain works… and why I have to trick myself to make any lists…).
If I were to make a serious goals list, however, it would involve things like: write x amount in x amount of time. To sub this or that and to finish this or that. Being that I am a writer and my “job” is writing, I should be doing this on a regular enough basis already, goals or no. The “list” is just my reminder when I get lost in Lifetime or Food Network that I something else I should be doing. On my goals from the past, I tend to get at least half of it done—the less fanciful items. I regularly write and I regularly sub, so now the main aim is to work for the shirtless cabana boy—before I get so old it’s just creepy!
I will say I have always found New Years an odd thing. For years the “year” started in August, when school started—that’s how I counted things, during this school year or that, during this summer break or that. I had a couple of years to almost get back into the normal, actual calendar year P-K: pre-kids. Then, until the oldest was in Kindergarten I had actual years, though truth be told, having 3 kids under the age of 5 then 4 under the age of 6 most of those years are a blur. Now they’re all in school and I am back to count life in terms of this school year or that. So yeah, making the goals and resolutions has never held that much weight.
So no resolutions for me. The goals, I will continue to make and tweak.